avneesh PA and vikas

10:35 AM 12/8/2006today was a glorious day in my life or a sorrowful day. I was in the department to see my marks. PA noted me beforeask for my marks i could even ask for. " Vikas you have not performed very well, we had expected more then that from you. What happened? you even got good marks in quiz, infact its highest 93.I looked at my exam copy for sometime. i was awarded marks as 14.5 in 2questions and 13, 17 and 2.5 in others. I knew that i have left one question unattempted.2.5 marks explained.17 were good enough. But the rest were below expected and they each had a certain reason. I asked for avneesh copy, he smiled and answered that avneesh has got good marks perhaps more than .... no no how it can be more then yours... and the marks were more then mine. "I think you should stop helping avneesh. Let him be independent." " i don't help avneesh , he is independent and he is intelligent.""but tell me what is the reason , you got less marks, your one the questions is completely vanished"" sir , i did not attempt one question because I ran out of time"" Let me tell you one thing, you must improve your writing, its me who knows that this is vikas copy. BUt if there had been some external examination, they don't know who is avneesh and who is vikas.So you hang up at A instead of A+."vow A is a good grade. But PA was cetainly expecting more then that from. This was great compliment for me. But i did not come up to his expectations. this was a reason to grief upon. I don't know But in all the exams i had writing problem . I was wroitng as if i have been forced to write. i was not writing fluently . i was thinking for a long time and then writing things very slowly. however marks do not matter, its the compliments that i have earned. but when he compares me with avneesh , all these compliments loose their meaning as they look to be a misconception. I want to say these words PA with due respect sir , you have very wrong prejudice for me, i am not as intelligent as you think, nor avneesh is so lame.First of all avneesh has cGPA of 8.8 while i have only 8.028. the next thing, its only yours subject in which i usually score more then avneesh. In all other subjects without any exception, avneesh is hero and i am zero. CAn you please stop saying that avneesh needs help from vikas?But we should not be frank with, proffessors.no reason. don't tell them any thing till they ask. you just ask things from proffessors.