3:13 AM 12/8/2006I am very confused these days, I feel as if i have lost my identity my philosophy of life. So i have decided to scribble down all the guidlines on which my life is going to be based.first of all the rule is that don't follow these guidlines. try to use your brain first.then all the guidlines are basically based on two books and my own experience and analysis.books one is the gita and the other is how to make friends and influence people. the former one has never been read by me. I like its idea , which i have got from somewhere.so the rules go somewhat like this 1. keep your body and mind under your control. many people will come with a philosophy (paulo chehlo and puneet singh)that do whatever your mind asks you to do.but keep reminding yourself that gita says that you have your karma to do. and keeping your mind under your control is most inportant. 2. your wishes and wants are secondary to those whom you love.but take care that others interests are not harmed by one wishes.3. have aims, work for those aims days and night, but don't get upset if those results are not achieved, don't waste your time worrying about results.analysing failiures is a different thing, never miss any oppurtunities to analyse reasons for your failiures.in the recent past you have failed to analyse reasons for your failiures4. if a work can be done as soon as it is assighned ,do it.5. SOCIALIZATION, you should attend daily meetings , attend your guests.6. never promise things. if someone asks for a promise reply: i have almost a rule that I don't promise things, whenever it would be possible and appropriate i would do your wish.
AIMS oF LIFEaccording to rule 3 , we are supposed to have aims in our life,phases of life, years, months, weeks days and hours. there should be a general guidline for those aims to be set. you can change aim of life any time if you wish to do so. if you wish to prepare for cat then you may prepare for that, if u wish for gre then it is gre, if you want gate and mtech then let it be. don't fear what others think. bold decisions have always been taken up by great people.if you love the competition for cat then join it or if you think it to be useless then prepare for gre
4:11 AM 12/8/2006present day stiuationi am almost focussed on research , but i don't wish to cram wordlist for gre, reading books like wordpower made easy are ok, but i can't just keep cramming those worslist. The most important reason for not going for M.tech in india is the low stipend and not having an extraordinary advantage. so the requirement comes out to be research work, which necessitates what i don't know. i am struggling to decide the feild in which the research should be carried on. image processing , brain wave analysis or atomic physics. yes neural network is good thing, but with harshit arya, there is some problem. I don't wish to work with harshit. moreover having taken elective of PA, why i am going for project under VK. Then i have my own team for BTP, so starting a project with harshit arya would result into a misconception that i have got into alliance with him, which may force them to make some other team for BTP. i wish to start BTP in this semester only and the project started with harshit will be a binding till march atleast. Robocon is a different thing, if one talks about robocon it is clear that it is bound to end by march no misconception of alliance may creep in.then is these vacations i have more works to do then one can imagine.mailing university of mexicopassport
so what may be our strategy is that i am out of town for three days then i come back, dodge bansali,do my work by being in cc and library. in cc it is about apping. and in library getting knowledge about feilds understanding research papers getting present feild of work and deciding about BTP. so no serious project just getting knowledge about various feilds where work can be done.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
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